Bitterness doesn't mean you hate falling in love. It's just being wise and careful so that your heart won't be used and torn apart again. . .
Hung up like a loser
April 24, 2007It's fun to know that everything has not died down completely and I'm pretty happy and ironically melancholic about the situation. Sometimes, I wonder, what it would be like if we were still together, living the dreams that we had once planned under the ocassional fireworks of that party virtually next door. I'd laugh at the idea with it's potential absurdity then cry a bit since I dont actually think that I've gotten over you, Or at least that quaint idea of you being the purrrrfect guy who'd save me from bad habits and bad breaks and give me new experiences and new tastes.
